gonna make you a lover (cheap_desirez) wrote,
gonna make you a lover

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i decided to recheck myself into work the last 2 days
for some extra cash i'll need this break 
in total i spent 8 hours with him, and it hurt
it really brought me back to everything, of how much attention he 
gave me, building up in my mind that he wanted to pursue something
then realizing he had one night stand written across his forehead
and it wasn't even worth a shopping-spree, that's hardly even a shopping spree
since i hardly make anything anyways

but looking back on this journal, it reminds me
of all that, then in the summer names like kevin and colin stand out
none of which have a meaning in my life anymore
this isn't me. and i want something new. 
so i made a new journal and added a few
whose friend pages i actually read 




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